aipod: i think i'm weird.
jonas: yes yes
jonas: lol
jonas: thats the explination to everything!
but it'll help me find my The One...because my The One will be able to understand my abstractness.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Thursday, May 22, 2008
"you quit your job at the bank proving money's not fun when you're gone..."
the following is from the link provided (which i must thank my brother for, because he sent it to me):
I'm leaving the bank now.
I'm not made to do this. If I put my mind to something as much as I do here to mindless text editing, copy and pasting, and getting yelled at for stuff other people can't/won't/don't do, I would be much better off. It's 6:43 a.m. on a Sunday, and I have at least 14 more hours of work to do today that will not be fulfilling, useful, appreciated, recognized, or paid for.
Sorry this is last minute, but it's just not worth doing more
My blackberry is on my desk
Apparently that failed staffing request was fatal (no, not as in I'm going to kill myself, hehe, I'm just going to go enjoy life). There is no happiness here.
I took all my personal stuff. No one needs to contact me for anything (except for a drink for those of you with my personal number). I will only be at my New York address a few days longer.
Good luck y'all,
i think what struck me the most is "There is no happiness here." I stopped for a minute after reading it and wondered whether i am happy. yes, in class i laugh and smile and joke and am around friends, but alone by myself this question pops up. i still don't have the confidence to say that i am happy. i've tried, but after a couple of minutes, i detected a sense of fallacy in my statement. i wonder if i am just fickle, or really unhappy.
and if i really am unhappy, then what, pray tell, will make me happy?
if money does not equal happiness, and you really only get ONE soul mate (thats one out of 6.6 billion, ladies and gents!)...if those two things are true, then will you and i ever find real happiness?
in northanger abbey, jane austen writes that "Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love." if this is true, jane, then are we cheating ourselves and our "friends" the time necessary to find our The One's?
...maybe this is too pessimistic, and you have the right to think that i am a pessimist, but all i really want is for someone to convince me that it isn't hopeless, and convince me that everyone, myself included, will be able to find my T.O.
anyways, back to the books.
SIGNED: ILOVEYOUPLATONICALLY.
I'm leaving the bank now.
I'm not made to do this. If I put my mind to something as much as I do here to mindless text editing, copy and pasting, and getting yelled at for stuff other people can't/won't/don't do, I would be much better off. It's 6:43 a.m. on a Sunday, and I have at least 14 more hours of work to do today that will not be fulfilling, useful, appreciated, recognized, or paid for.
Sorry this is last minute, but it's just not worth doing more
My blackberry is on my desk
Apparently that failed staffing request was fatal (no, not as in I'm going to kill myself, hehe, I'm just going to go enjoy life). There is no happiness here.
I took all my personal stuff. No one needs to contact me for anything (except for a drink for those of you with my personal number). I will only be at my New York address a few days longer.
Good luck y'all,
i think what struck me the most is "There is no happiness here." I stopped for a minute after reading it and wondered whether i am happy. yes, in class i laugh and smile and joke and am around friends, but alone by myself this question pops up. i still don't have the confidence to say that i am happy. i've tried, but after a couple of minutes, i detected a sense of fallacy in my statement. i wonder if i am just fickle, or really unhappy.
and if i really am unhappy, then what, pray tell, will make me happy?
if money does not equal happiness, and you really only get ONE soul mate (thats one out of 6.6 billion, ladies and gents!)...if those two things are true, then will you and i ever find real happiness?
in northanger abbey, jane austen writes that "Friendship is certainly the finest balm for the pangs of disappointed love." if this is true, jane, then are we cheating ourselves and our "friends" the time necessary to find our The One's?
...maybe this is too pessimistic, and you have the right to think that i am a pessimist, but all i really want is for someone to convince me that it isn't hopeless, and convince me that everyone, myself included, will be able to find my T.O.
anyways, back to the books.
SIGNED: ILOVEYOUPLATONICALLY.
Monday, May 19, 2008
hello, how are you?
and i swear i'll start updating on this site again.
actually working on writing a story (i want it to be like a children's story) and then translating it into english. how exciting! it hope it turns out well. i've a special talent for confusing others by trying to give too much details. some people call that verbal diarrhea.
whatever!
actually working on writing a story (i want it to be like a children's story) and then translating it into english. how exciting! it hope it turns out well. i've a special talent for confusing others by trying to give too much details. some people call that verbal diarrhea.
whatever!
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