what i've done

I admit, that for the past days, I've been doing not much of anything. I was supposed to study for SATs, which I've done, to some extent, finish all my homework, which I'm nowhere near done, and keep to my schedule.

I thought I could follow the rules, but come friday; the excitement, the momentum, and the overall elation that came with the arrival of this 'winter break' has totally thrown me off course. I didn't keep to my schedule; that's something I can say that I'm ashamed of. It was supposed to be a strict, study-zone session, with a bit of free time, and exercising, to raise the endorphins. However, the problem: no factor of how lazy I am, no factor of Tet, no factor of how tired I was, and no factor of how I love my bed. the result? not very pleasing. I didn't have any endorphins to run, which meant that I didn't have any endorphins to help me focus on my studies, which resulted in a lot of slacking off and brain numbing activities.

I can honestly say that I suck. BUT I don't quite regret it; I'd probably would've done the same thing anyways. however, I've learnt a couple of things. with studies: be more -- much, much more -- efficient, and be more like A. Ly (really, you're an inspiration, not that I'd tell you that. you'd laugh at me and say I was "really corny" or something to help alleviate and distract yourself and others from your blushing anyhow), and P. Cheung (you annoy me at how diligent you are. but i'm proud of you, somewhat).

With that being said, I'm still procrastinating but I'll try to be better. starting...now

...okay, maybe another lifetime, I'm really not in the mood.

new picture:

date: 02/12/07
location: dad's car; driving home from school; front passenger seat
camera: RAZR

DAD: why the hell do you always take pictures of yourself in my car?

well. it's before valentines day, could you really help me?
ps. 2+12 = 14 and 2(7) = 14.
this was purely coincidental, thanks very much.

signed: ILOVEYOUPLATONICALLY

ps. I made a new xanga: www.xanga.com/aipod (it's pink--but tastefully done.)